It's like people think I'm lying...

I simply cannot understand it. I tell them I can't do it. I cry. I get mad. But still they don't believe me when I say I can't do this work.

How do you explain that the girl who was once an A student, now would probably be a low C student? And that is being generous.

I'm just not cut out for University. I could blame it on my 'depression' but what if it isn't that? What if it is all a psychological problem? When I believe I can't read something I just give up and don't bother to read it. Am I lazy? Am I stupid? Am I ill?

I want to do well. I know I need to do well. But is this what I want to do? Can I do it? Do I have the courage to just quit? If I do, will I regret it for the rest of my life?

I am at a loss. A complete loss.