Monday, 22 June 2009

all i ever seem to do is moan...

All i ever seem to do is moan. Moan about everything.

But I have decided. I need a hobby; something to occupy my thoughts and time so I cannot moan so much.
I just don't know what it should be. I want to go running/jogging but the roads around here are too dangerous. I want to learn to sing but I have no money to pay a teacher. I want to teach myself guitar but I'll get frustrated too quickly. I want to write more but I seem to have forgotten how.

Do I want a hobby to distract myself from these thoughts about my relationship? Am I worrying, thinking, overreacting too much? Possibly.

I seem to have lost who I am...and what's left is boring.

Somebody find my soul?

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